Mizo Orphanage

Today was the eight-hour drive back to the capital of Mizoram. The road just went around and around...and around. The curves and bumps would never, we were exhausted and the drivers floored it. All drivers in Mizoram floor it, and that's not a generalization. They also like to pass, and since the entire road is a curve, on a cliff, that's dangerous driving.

At 3:00 we stopped at a roadside orphanage that takes in the abandoned from all over Mizoram, and even a few states nearby. The place was hopping by the time we arrived, with children running around outside and doctors running around inside. This is a terrible orphanage, the worst I've ever seen. But the staff try.

The entire place smelled of urine, the children were filthy, and disabled and retarded people abandoned by their families hobbled among the crowd of orphaned children. Inside one big room near the entrance was a child, maybe 12-years-old, laying on the floor and propped up on its elbows, with its crippled legs twisted uselessly behind. I couldn't tell if it's a boy or a girl, and didn't find out later that it is a little girl. The name is Rua, her hair is cropped short.

Rua was excited to see us and tried to pull herself closer when we walked in. Her arms seem strong enough but she doesn't have any means of getting around beyond the distance she can drag herself. She is just left to lay on the concrete floor in that room with splinters of wood to play with. She can't talk either, all she can say is "bee," and the meaning changes with how loudly and excitedly she can utter her word. It seems terribly lonely in there for her, in that dirty concrete room. I knelt down and began taking pictures of her face to turn the camera around and show her the photo, which she loved.

"Bee? Bee! Bee!" I couldn't take enough to satisfy her. Finally I had to leave to photograph the doctors and other orphans, but I felt terribly leaving her alone in that dog kennel, still wanting company and unable to follow. "Bee? Bee?" I went back in again and again.

There are others there as tragic as Rua, and others who are smart and healthy, eager to practice their English, and just as tragic for being thrown into the mix. The youngest is a preciously stunned four year old in a crinoline dress. The oldest is in her 80s. the old ones are the retarded ones. Too ill and embarrassing for their families to keep. One old woman, barely four feet tall, wanders around with a doll strapped to her back the way women strap babies on. A man with Downs Syndrome groans and points to a rotten black tooth at passers by.

Since there were too many volunteers to work the clinic, I got to photograph the entire time. It didn't take long for the abled children to get the nerve to ask for a picture, and of course to immediately go nuts to see how it turned out. Kids are always beautiful , but I felt sorrier than usual for these ones. They're so poor, and with only three staff members surely they really only have each other. They were dirty but obviously dressed in their best for our visit, with all the little girls' short hair pinned away from their faces.

Those who could speak English did, even if only to tell their name in a complete sentence. Those who couldn't strained to show how excited they were. They crowded in, led me around, sat me down and petted my hair and arms. Then they noticed my white skin against theirs and hurried off to find the darkest-skinned man there, and held our arms together in comparison. They unbraided and rebraided my yellow hair, thanked me, hugged me, lined up to give me five and get their picture taken all over again. It was terrible, because we had to leave them. 

When the doctors were finished checking everyone, the staff begged us to stay for supper. Dr. Myron refused repeatedly, and told us it was wrong to stay because we were in a hurry and the children needed the food that would be served to us. He was right on both counts, but once we saw the banquet they prepared we all knew it would have been another tragedy for that place if we turned our backs on them without eating.

They didn't eat. The children were sent away and the staff watched us. What a spread. They gave us food we hadn't seen since we left Canada, and much too much to feed the 11 of us. Apples, pineapples, pudding, fried chicken, sliced bread, cheese, nuts, chocolate bars—they had everything, for us. It was a terrible meal, knowing how much anticipation had gone into it, and how much they should eat it instead and how much it would hurt them if that happened.

Two ancient women had their beds behind the table. As we ate they petted our shoulders and motioned to their mouths for us to share with them. At the end we had cleaned our plates but the food left on the platters barely looked touched. We gave the orphanage some money, and the clothes we could spare. The pastor who runs the place told us about his ambitions to add a chapel, which is the last thing the orphans need. We drove away in the dark.